Nicky's Journal

I remember when I was young it just seems like it was yesterday,
It's just feels so wierd now I am a mom, a wife, it's nice though.
When before I thought I wouldn't ever get married .. My life is so great now.
and let me tell you it's not perfect cause no marriage or relationship is,
You gotta work hard for what you got.
I just pray the same for my sister and her child.....they both deserve the best ..but like I tell her it's not about her anymore it's about your baby!! and that's all that matters ..
Of course #1 priority never forget about God ... because he never forgets about you!
never forget that!!!!!!!!! He has always answered my prayers and look at me now..
He's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's like when you least expect it you're the next one down the isle:).. I didn't get that just had the chance to walk down the isle to the justice of peace:) .. and OF COURSE i TOOK IT i FEEL FOR HIM, MY LOVE OF MY LIFE:) THE FATHER OF MY SON:)
Although, it was cute..My son was young he was a tiny baby..and we got married one day before my brother's b-day..
It's going to be 2 yrs already this yr In September!!!!
wOW!! AND THEN AGAIN i AM GOING TO BE 2 YRS GREATER PLUS 20 (Oh, who I am kidding ..twenty two) YRS OLD IN MAY.. WOW.. AND MY SON 2 YRS OLD IN APRIL FOOLS DAY HE'S WAS A APRIL FOOLS BABY!! :) WHAT A CUTIE!!!!!!!!!!
WOW ..i JUST REALLY FREAK OUT CAUSE TIME TRULY DOES PASS US BY QUICK .. OUR CHILDREN GROWN SO FAST AND OF COURSE WE DO TOO...

Today is like any other yet.. there's the love I have right next to me,
The love that some people wait all their lives for,
The type of love that you can't find anywhere else..even as hard as you look.
Because what some people know and think is that when they search for it (love) it will come, Although they're truly mistakened.
Because love is really right where you never search.. It's your neighbor the one you never thought you'd fall for because of the geek he or she was, it's the person you work with and yet you think that he'll never notice you, it's the guy you look at every day and yet you don't have that COURAGE to tell him how you feel, it's the everyday life struggle of every person I know.. because I am one of those people.
I fell in love, it's amazing when you you're just yourself, your silly, your smile, your joy, your laughter, your sadness, the way you cry when you see a romantic movie, the feeling that you feel the phrase: "butterflies in your stomach"...
Don't ever take things to the point where you think you can never talk to that guy you like cause you never know if he feels the same way..
Like everyone says it's better to have loved and lossed than to never love at all..
famous poet said ..excuse me ..

But the way I feel is when you love someone no matter how silly or dumb you think it sounds don't let it just pass you by.
Hold on to love
Keep it safe in your heart
Always know that speaking out loud is the best way to tell someone how you feel
Be yourself not anyone you try to make out to be

Goooooooooooood morning.......america!!!!
oh..ok that's all I have .. sorry

gOOOOOOOD MORNING IT IS 9:38 IN THE MORNING.. JUST FINISHED EATING BREAKFAST..BEEN UP SINCE EARLIER.. YUP, YUP!! SAW KENNEY CHESNEY'S SONG.. WHERE WOULD YOU BE TODAY.. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOO SAD!! I NEVER HAVE REALLY HEARD THAT SONG AT ALL.. BUT IT'S SAD:(..
aNYWAYS.. WELL... THE LIL DUMPLING DIDN'T HAVE CHICKEN POX HE JUST HAD A COUSIN TO CHICKEN POX.. BUT I REALLY THOUGHT IT WAS .. IT WAS REALLY SCARING ME CAUSE THERE'S SOOOOO MANY CHILDREN THAT HAVE PASSED AWAY FROM CHICKEN POX.. i THINK THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOO SAD!! i DON'T KNOW MY LIL DUMPLING MAKES ME SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY.. IT ISN'T EASY YOU KNOW.. BUT THEY MAKE YOU LAUGH SOOOOOOOO BAD.. IT'S SOO FUNNY.. AND HE'S SOOOOOOOOO SMART!!!:) i AM SOOOOO PROUD OF HIM!!
WELL.. CAN'T WAIT FOR DAYS OF OUR LIVES AND PASSIONS
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Well...gooooooood morning everybody!!
and How are we this morning ?? Me just here with the lil dumpling watching Sesame Street.. Wow.. I can't believe it's still aired... that's great.. Its been out since I was a kiddo I remember I used to always watch it when I was a lil girl!!!
But, yeha!!That's besides the point ...Oh, well.. just here eating some cereal... Well.. yup, yup!! yeah well.. Today passions is on again!!! wow.. yey!! I love to watch it.. can't wait to see Days of our lives and Passions..

Days of our lives :

Bo should already tell the truth about Zack's death.. because his daughter did it.. she was the reckless driver..

Passions:

Theresa is prolly going to do something to keep Ethan from being with his back stabber of a wife, Gwen!!
I just hope Theresa and Ethan end up together.. cause that hottie belongs with her, AND GWEN AND HIM DON'T LOOK CUTE THEY ...GWEN IS BLAH!!!
THERESA IS A BEAUTY!!!

Gooooooooooooooooood morning all.. Well.. Just here with the lil dumpling. We always get up sooooooo early?!! hahaha :) That's just the way it is when u have a baby!!!!!!!!!!! :) ya... know? Anyways.. but yeah better make this short gotta go in a lil while.. Well.. Today's Passions don't know what to expect.. cause I haven't seen the web site.. I usually just check out the web site so.. I can see what's going to happen.. cause I love the show soooooo much.. I love Days of our lives.. it's getting pretty crazy too.. but passions is one of my favs... so. yeah !!!
well... yeah! Wonder who's going to call me today!!!
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Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... To know how loved you are.. right ??? although.. I know I am loved every day by my family:) it's grrrrrrrrrrreat to be loved!!!!

yup, yup!!!!!!!!!

It's like every obstacle you face in life has one more greater one...

Don't forget to kiss the person you love... your mom, your sister.. .. your beloved one.. cause you never know when you'll ever see them again?

Hey.. well.. today is pretty fun!! We made Lasagna ..it was scrumptious!!! yummmmmmmmmmy!! anyways.. My lil baby is still doing pretty good getting a lil worse
from his face! Yeah:( pretty sad!! oH, WELL..IT'S BEST IF HE GETS 'EM NOW THAN LATER ON IN LIFE WHEN HE'S TOO OLD TO GET THEM..CAUSE IT SAYS
IT'S WORSE TO GET CHICKEN POX WHEN YOU'RE AN ADULT.. IT'S FATAL! YUP, SCARY!!
yIKES!!! Well..thank God I got them when I was younger then!! ?:) wheW!! yup..well.. tomorrow's Passions again!! and Days of our lives!!! I love those two soap
operas!!!
Rumor: Did you know that Gwen Stafani was pregnant?? awwwwwwww.. yes she is you've prolly already heard it though!! :)
I think that's great for her cause she's sooo beautiful .. and deserves it!!:)

Happiness is only miles away!!
Joy is only a distance!!
Truth is everlasting!!!
Love is always there!!!
Hate is sad, and dreary!!!!!

Don't forget to say I love you to the person you love !!!!!!!!!!!

Well.. just here eating some salad, chicken, and rice with some bread!!haha well.. yeah I love food.. it's grrrrreat!! Especially Mexican food.. :) I love it!! Enchiladas, tostadas, pico de gallo, chalupas, chimichangas...everything is grrrrrrrrrrrrrreat!! But, yeah just here chilling! My lil baby dumpling is asleep and also I am waching Next from Mtv.. I love that show it's pretty great .. but yeah! Well.. yesterday's Passions was good .. It was great~ Although, sad news for Theresa got some bad news of Ethan and Gwen they're moving :( sad!! But, yeah and then he said awwwww... that part of him we'll always Love Theresa!!!
awwwwwwwwww... how cute!! Ok.. well.. I'm outtie!!!:)

So, Umm..yeah its January .. Man I still can hardly believe it's 2006 a new year.. barely ringing in my ear telling me that its not 2005... haha well ..yeah So, My LIL baby dumpling is sick with chicken pox it's already been 8 days.. :( prettttttttty sad!! Especially for a mom, it is the hardest thing to deal with when your child is sick.. It makes you feel like awwwwwww... my lil baby!! what can I do, and they can't really tell you that they're sick .. the only way they can is by complaining or crying that's the only language oh.. and ow!!.. aw... that's my lil baby that's what he does.. he is sooo intelligent... he can get in and out of a phone.. but yeah!! He tries to do soooo many things its sooooooo cute.. He takes a shower... you know not a bath and he like rinses his hair and stuff all by himself.. it's sooooo cute!! He's in that stage where he just wants to do everything himself.. but..yeah .. YEAH..

TODAY..::: pASSIONS
MAN, IT'S GETTING GOOD i HOPE ETHAN JUST GOES WITH THERESA CAUSE THEY'RE AN ITEM!! THEY REALLY ARE !!
Hope GWEN AND REBECCA PAY FOR SENDING THE EMAIL TO THE TABLOIDS OF ETHAN'S PATERNITY AND HOPE THAT SHERIDAN FINDS MARTY!!!
AW..... IT'S GETTING PRETTY GOOD.. YEAH!!!! CAN'T WAIT!! TO SEE IT TODAY! EXCITED!